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In my latest drawing that I posted (not in the scraps) you'll notice a comment made by a young woman named "Asmilingmalice". PLease note, first and foremost, her avatar which at this moment is a drawing of her (not done by me) grinding her teeth and looking like she wants to kill something.
Okay here's the cliffnotes as to what's happened:
I didn't like Avatar. Shame on me. That and some of my other opinions here and there primarily made on my livejournal have pissed her off. None of these comments were made AT HER and I had no idea that i was indeed pissing her off. But that's neither here nor there, because I"m entitled to my opinion....right? If you were my friend as you claimed to be, you would be more tolerant of such things.
She complains on her livejournal stating how "tolerant" she was of me, even though she herself said somethings that I myself disagreed with. Did I confront you? Did I say anything MEAN to you? Hell no. I moved on, realizing that you had your rights to feel what you wanted.
I write an email to her and I pour my heart out, asking her to not throw our friendship away. She uses two words to reply:
"Eat shit."
But still...
Oh, did I mention that she bought my book last year and did a video review of it? SHe liked it. She'll deny it...but she did indeed LIKE MY BOOK.
But still...
She is now bashing...and I mean BASHING my work and myself online. Case in point, what she just wrote about my latest drawing. SHe's bashing my work on her journal, her livejournal and anywhere else she can. It started in late March and has not stopped.
Now here is my reply: GET A LIFE AND GROW UP. FOr the love of God and yourself, just get over it? So you don't like me, you're not the first and you won't be the last. But pulling THIS shit only shows me that having you as a friend was the biggest mistake of my life. This is what makes you happy? Bashing someone else who is only trying to make something of himself? Sitting on your ass and doing nothing but hate hate hate. And Christ girl you're only 20 years old! You sound like a bitter old divorced 45 year old.
Get over it and yourself. Despite what you want to think, I did NOTHING to deserve this treatment. But remember this: Karma is a bitch.
Okay here's the cliffnotes as to what's happened:
I didn't like Avatar. Shame on me. That and some of my other opinions here and there primarily made on my livejournal have pissed her off. None of these comments were made AT HER and I had no idea that i was indeed pissing her off. But that's neither here nor there, because I"m entitled to my opinion....right? If you were my friend as you claimed to be, you would be more tolerant of such things.
She complains on her livejournal stating how "tolerant" she was of me, even though she herself said somethings that I myself disagreed with. Did I confront you? Did I say anything MEAN to you? Hell no. I moved on, realizing that you had your rights to feel what you wanted.
I write an email to her and I pour my heart out, asking her to not throw our friendship away. She uses two words to reply:
"Eat shit."
But still...
Oh, did I mention that she bought my book last year and did a video review of it? SHe liked it. She'll deny it...but she did indeed LIKE MY BOOK.
But still...
She is now bashing...and I mean BASHING my work and myself online. Case in point, what she just wrote about my latest drawing. SHe's bashing my work on her journal, her livejournal and anywhere else she can. It started in late March and has not stopped.
Now here is my reply: GET A LIFE AND GROW UP. FOr the love of God and yourself, just get over it? So you don't like me, you're not the first and you won't be the last. But pulling THIS shit only shows me that having you as a friend was the biggest mistake of my life. This is what makes you happy? Bashing someone else who is only trying to make something of himself? Sitting on your ass and doing nothing but hate hate hate. And Christ girl you're only 20 years old! You sound like a bitter old divorced 45 year old.
Get over it and yourself. Despite what you want to think, I did NOTHING to deserve this treatment. But remember this: Karma is a bitch.
A Year Without Drawing Morgalla
It's been a year since I've drawn anything Morgalla, longer if you count uploading to this site. The reason? Many. Perhaps it was because of my mother's illness taking over my life last year. As best as I could, I tried to get her to move, exercise, and eat right. That's something I've tried to do for years now. I noticed last year that things were never going to get better and she had given up. I was taking care of a grown baby, in essence. She entered hospice care in my home and died in November. I've lost a lot of interest in many things I used to love. I have no interest in Donald Duck and haven't traded any pics in years. Then there's my biggest passion: drawing. I've not only stopped drawing Morgalla, but drawing all together. It's now been a year. I loved drawing, but hardly ever shared anything online anymore. For every ten sketches, I finally found something I liked, finished it and shared it here. There's also the fact that one of the biggest reasons I was drawing
R.I.P. Mom
My mother has died from heart failure, brought upon by many months of fighting kidney failure. She was 83. She was born in Southern Illinois in a very poor neighborhood. When she was four, her family moved to Detroit for work. She didn't talk much of her childhood, deciding instead to change the subject. I didn't pry, figuring that the present and future were more important. I do know that she and my dad knew each other in high school but she didn't know he had feelings for her until before he joined the navy at 18. He asked if he could write to her while he was away to which she agreed. She was married to my father for 52 years until his death in 2015. Her health and well-being became my responsibility. After having her in my corner all during my childhood and always doing what was best for me, it was the least I could do. She was really there for me, I had to be there for her. The past few years have been the most difficult in her life, having fought a bone infection
Mom's Go Fund Me
My friends, I hope this finds you well. Some good news first: Recently I had a book signing that I'd like to share. I sold twelve books which is my all time best for a signing. Some bad news: My mother's health continues to decline and the expenses are piling up. I've started a go fund me and any assistance would be appreciated: https://www.gofundme.com/manage/g9rvfs-moms-expenses On behalf of my family, thank you and God bless you all.
Facebook Compromised
So, my facebook has been compromised, I can't log into it. When I try to reset password, some other asshole's email address is there. I've tried reaching out to FB yet nothing so far. Any suggestions?
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She invaded my dA space as well! Aye, she does NOT sound like a nice person!